Those Big Brown Eyes Of Yours.

I remember the exact first time I actually looked into them. They were glimmering in the sunlight, just like the last time I looked into them. It’s funny how the first time I saw them, I told you that I saw the universe in your eyes. That sounded stupid but I did mean every word…

Escape.

Everyone has their own way on how to deal with things, everyone has their own escape. Their own small ways to secretly deal with the pain. For some people, its drugs or alcohol. Others smoke or hurt themselves. Some blast music so loud like getting deaf doesn’t even matter and all that matters is, that…

Realizations.

Sometimes realizations hit you hard on the face nearly knocking off that stupid brain of yours. Most of the time, it’s too late to even try and that’s when the regrets start. Then, you start to panic which just leads you into being a walking, talking mess. Familiar much? Don’t worry. There’s more. You’re going…

Figuring It Out.

You don’t need to wake up one day expecting to know it all and have it all sorted out. Life never works like that. It’s okay to feel like a complete mess who has no idea about how the world works because you’re growing and evolving day by day, minute by minute. You don’t have to…

Leave.

Can I leave? And never come back. Can I run away? And just keep running until I’m exhausted. Can I? No letters, no explanations. No drama, no apologies. No love, no regrets. No hope, no dreams. Leave and never look back on the people I’ve known because they’ll eventually leave, one day or another. There’s…

Exquisite People.

Some people are the best kind of people. They don’t judge you for who you’re not but, love you for who you are. These are the kind of people that feel like home. They make you see the sun and help you feel the rain. They believe in you more than you believe in your…

Lifeless Struggles.

You know, there’s a difference between living and just existing. Like how you wake up and breathe everyday with no motivation or whatsoever to live your life the way you want or like how you go with the flow of things without questioning it and letting it rule you or even like how some people…

A Little Too Often.

It’s like this dark cloud of gloomy perceptions that come over you but, never leave. I know, people say that it’s okay to feel like this once in a while and that its okay to be dull for some time but, they don’t know that it isn’t okay to feel like this a little too…

Raining Glass.

There she was, again. Sitting on the ice cold floor, demented, confused and curious. Her mind racing with terrifying thoughts, heart thumping and body covered in sweat, struggling to free her mind from restlessness. She was anxious and alone. All alone in that dark cold place, unaware of her surroundings. She was shaking. Shaking with…

Thoughts on thoughts.

Thoughts are like waves. They keep on flowing and moving, dragging all the bits of sand away into the ocean. Sometimes, they’re calm and still and other times they go all Tsunami-like deep into our mind, crashing down and making it all messed up. But, when the ocean is still, we can see the real…